My dead skin is tainted with drugs and alcohol
Just so bitter and torn from haul
The haul that is put on me everyday
Same ole day same ole shame
You just want to watch me fall
You cant feel me anymore
Turning my life into ashes
Just sad, a lost boy in a fucked up life
No new forms for me to take
Writings on the wall
Seeing myself fall
Fall down so far
Listen to reason for once
Suffocated from all the deadly senses you extract
So black
Staying in the shadow where I belong
Guess this is as real as it gets
Self Medicated from the pride i once had
So alone from the wrong questions
Never to feel the blessings